The other word for love
-I can tell she did her hair for him-
Her: Oh man!(her eyes light up) I can't wait to see him tonight! He's amazing! The best! I love him!
Me: Ooooohhhwow! Haha
Her: Whoah, I didn't mean it like that....I mean.....
Me: There should be another word for that kind of love actually. Like a word for the feeling(I make a centre body fluttery motion with my hand) where you want to see the person all the time and know everything about them and can't wait to hear from them and you like everything about them
Her: Oh man!(her eyes light up) I can't wait to see him tonight! He's amazing! The best! I love him!
Me: Ooooohhhwow! Haha
Her: Whoah, I didn't mean it like that....I mean.....
Me: There should be another word for that kind of love actually. Like a word for the feeling(I make a centre body fluttery motion with my hand) where you want to see the person all the time and know everything about them and can't wait to hear from them and you like everything about them
Free Love
Her: I am "straight" but I mean...I have had crushes on girls
-loud music plays in the background-
-I lean against a wall-
Her: I think in the future gender won't even matter...in like 20 years...like...just love whoever you want to love
-loud music plays in the background-
-I lean against a wall-
Her: I think in the future gender won't even matter...in like 20 years...like...just love whoever you want to love
she is the third person to say this to me in the past 2 weeks
My Big Fat Lesbian Wedding
So, my lesbian Penpal proposed on Skype tonight.
Want to see the ring???
Yeah you do!
Hahaha how could I say no to this beaut?
Want to see the ring???
Yeah you do!
Hahaha how could I say no to this beaut?
All I See
I get up.
Make coffee.
Go back to bed.
Doze in and out of sleep.
Sometimes look at her face
-wondering how she finds so many flaws in herself
when all I see is beauty.
Make coffee.
Go back to bed.
Doze in and out of sleep.
Sometimes look at her face
-wondering how she finds so many flaws in herself
when all I see is beauty.
The Lottery
-driving-
Me: In a way, arranged marriages make sense. Dating can be so hard and frustrating.
Him: Well, you are trying to find love....that is harder!
Me: ...ya I think we could both go get married tomorrow if we wanted to but I want to find the RIGHT person, not just any person
Him: Haha.... it is a lottery
Me: In a way, arranged marriages make sense. Dating can be so hard and frustrating.
Him: Well, you are trying to find love....that is harder!
Me: ...ya I think we could both go get married tomorrow if we wanted to but I want to find the RIGHT person, not just any person
Him: Haha.... it is a lottery
you are free
When I was a fruitarian I discovered something in myself.
I am not sure if it's the euphoric bliss of sugar-high or in fact because I was not eating meat products that are full of fear and sadness. (Or was it a sudden surge of maturity?!)
But either way, I discovered that if I truly loved the person I was with I would want them to leave or stay purely based on their happiness...open palms.
I loved my ex-girlfriend.
And when we broke up I was a disaster.
But now it's been a while and there is some distance....
I am having the same feeling:
I want her to be happy even if that means we aren't together.
That is what true love is.
So wherever she is, whatever she is doing, I sincerely hope she is happy.
She was one of the greatest people I ever dated.
She made me want to be a better person.
And she is free as a bird.
As we both always were.
