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Me: Have you ever been attracted to a guy?
Him: No, I mean, who doesn't have a man crush on David Beckham? But I don't want to get naked with him
Me: I was hoping you would turn out to be gay. Such a loss. We could have been such great friends
Him: I can honestly say no one has ever said that to me before

So far, we fixed some blinds together using a fork, a christmas ornament, and 4 hands. And I don't mean to be braggadocious, buuuut we kinda ruled at it.

And I learned about Hozier. Possibly the best band I have heard it a very, very, very long time. And I don't take usage of the word "very" lightly.
This song is totally insanely good(and depressing) but also enlightening. It's like a hug and a slap in the face followed by a shot of whiskey. You will just walk away like, "Daaaamnnn."

Ok, I've been struggling with something lately.
Had a convo that went like this:

*while ago*
Me: I feel like my blog makes her uncomfortable
Him: She just thinks you are more than JUST gay

But it bothered me. So, I kinda stopped writing about that ...and suddenly my blog started to feel uncomfortable to me. Kind of alien. I don't know how to write and not be honest....I don't know how to write and not be me....in fact I have no idea how to not be me ever. It's a very confusing thing to try to do. And in fact not being myself is against the very fiber of my being.

And as a very wise person once told me, "Destiny is not for the faint of heart"

Yesterday:

1. Finally felt better and looked human! YAY!
2. Went to see cute girl that I'm dating
3. We went shopping
                                       
3. We shaved 2 friend's heads by request
4. Made dinner for cute girl

-texting-

Me: Do you have a costume already?
Her: Not yet;(
Me: Oh no! We will remedy that :)
Her: Yaaasss. Mission unicorn dance outfits!
Me: Much win! All zeeeeee glitter!
Her: I vote we cover a tarp in glitter, cover our outfits in glue, and then roll through the glitter